I feel fucking sick.

I feel fucking sick because Donald Trump is the most powerful man in the world and making these vile, atrocious, despicable decisions.

I feel fucking sick that the Obamas had to face the upmost disrespect in handing over the keys to the White House to such a revolting family, after everything they did for the people that voted this abomination into power.

I feel fucking sick that there are children, parents, humans stranded in an airport with no idea what is going to happen to them. People who have worked their asses of to escape war and terror, people seeking safety and the chance to provide themselves and their children with hope of a better life.

I feel fucking sick that there are airport staff with mouths to feed at home having to carry out their work responsibilities that conflict with everything that they believe in.

I feel fucking sick that there are Mosques on fire and people living in fear of what the very near future holds for them.

I feel fucking sick that the leader of our country hasn’t said shit.

I feel fucking sick that my friend is worried she won’t be able to attend her graduation in America because of the country she was born in. After everything she has worked for, including shoving her arms up cow’s asses.

I feel fucking sick because I have never been so aware of my privilege.

I feel fucking sick because my current biggest stress is that I am fortunate enough to have a job that I hate and think is a complete waste of my time yet it provides me with money to spend on things that I don’t fucking need. My biggest stress is that I am fortunate enough to have a job that I complain about 24/7. My biggest stress is that I am fortunate enough to have a job.

I feel fucking sick that I have wasted huge portions of my life being depressed over menial, irrelevant shit that doesn’t fucking matter.

I feel fucking sick that I will spend hours reading about the time Paris Hilton didn’t pay $208 for her storage container and her personal possessions were exposed online yet I have no fucking clue what is going on within the politics of the country I live in.

I feel fucking sick because I’m lying in bed in the house that I live in rent free, eating crisps that I didn’t pay for and binge watching Once Upon A Fucking Time using a Netflix account that isn’t mine.

I feel fucking sick because I don’t know what else to do.

 

 

 

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